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Monday, October 17, 2011

Album (Continued)

So far this is what I got on my album;

Purpose of Life

  1. Judgment  http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/judgement.html
  2. Inside  http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/inside.html
  3. I Trust In You Alone  http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/i-trust-in-you-alone.html
  4. Never Ending  http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/never-ending.html
  5. Just The Way You Are http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/just-way-you-are.html
  6. Purpose http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/purpose.html
  7. Addiction http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/10/addiction.html
Click the link for the lyrics of the songs I wrote

Note: Hopefully here soon, probably whenever my best friend comes back down again, one of these songs will have music put to it. And maybe we"ll record it on video, maybe. If we do, then I will post the video on here for whoever reads this to watch.

Addiction;

At the bottom
Of my hole again
Can't find a way out
I just want more and more
Will this addiction ever satisfy?

I can't let it go!!
It has taken me over
This addiction always kicking in!!!
Settling down in the core of me!!!
Taking every part of me
Bound up inside!!!
Containing me!!!

Can I escape this?
Will it ever end?
Take this from me
I need to start to ascend!!!
I'm calling out to You
Take this from me
Take me over

Right now Your taking this from me
I'm able to let go of this
You saved me

I was lost inside!!!
Full of darkness
Chained up inside
You broke me free ------- Psalms 107:14
Broke me
You saved me
You saved me from this Addiction!!

I really want to do this;

Okay so I really want to go to Arizona to the Navajo Reservation for a mission trip this coming summer and also go on a mission trip with my Uncle's youth to Nicaragua this coming summer. I need to start saving money now for this. If it's God's will for me to go on these 2 mission trips.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

166$ for this flipping ticket

Liar by Disciple; This song is my life. Literally.

Disguised as a remedy
Take us higher than before
Enter the covenant
Not worth the paper that it's written on
When you speak we all wait 20 minutes before you ever even say a thing
And when your words finally make their way out on the stage
Only God knows what they even mean
You tell me not to speak, but you don't understand
That He's ashamed of me when I'm ashamed of Him [Mark 8:38]

What good is the next level if we gain the world, but then we lose our soul [Mark 8:36]

I'm not saying you're a liar
It's just that none of us believe a word you say
They say the tongue is like a fire [James 3:6]
Nothing but empty promises around your flame

I listen to what was said
Even though it's not the same as what you really meant
And when the light is shining on your lips
Can't take the blame when denial is your only friend
You tell me not to speak, but you don't understand
That He's ashamed of me when I'm ashamed of Him [Luke 9:26]
You don't believe anymore
The days turn to weeks then to months we haven't heard from you

I will forgive you [Luke 17:3-4]
But it will take some time to forget
I will forgive you [Matthew 18:21-22]
But it's gonna take some time

I can't believe I got a ticket today...

Sunday, October 9, 2011

This video is amazing, it Kevin Young doing a 3 min sermon, i have watched it about 50 times;

I cannot stop reading John 17:20-26;

It's so amazing, and it makes me tear up. Gosh God is so amazing beyond words!

Tattoo Ideas;

Probably on one of my right arm, upper part of arm

Probably the 1st batman symbol, don't know where I want this tattoo

 I just want that symbol, not sure where I want this tattoo either

And I want to get
2 Corinthians 4:16-18 (NLT)
That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are[e] being renewed every day. 17 For our present troubles are small and won’t last very long. Yet they produce for us a glory that vastly outweighs them and will last forever! 18 So we don’t look at the troubles we can see now; rather, we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen. For the things we see now will soon be gone, but the things we cannot see will last forever.
I want this verse tattooed on my left arm, upper arm and in the same font as the "Disciple" tattoo above

Saturday, October 8, 2011

This is what I'm talking about in bible study;

·         Who are you closes to in your family?    
o   Why are you close to that person?
§  Is it hard to show love backs towards that person?
·         It’s the same with us Christians and God
o   1 John 4:19
§  We love each other because he loved us first.
·         How are you doing with showing love to others that are living in sin or aren’t Christians?
·         How do you think we are doing with showing love towards homosexuals, foul mouth kids, liars, and non-believers?
·         We love them, but we don’t have to agree with what they do
o   Luke 5:27-32
§  After this, Jesus went out and saw a tax collector by the name of Levi sitting at his tax booth. “Follow me,” Jesus said to him, 28 and Levi got up, left everything and followed him.
§  29 Then Levi held a great banquet for Jesus at his house, and a large crowd of tax collectors and others were eating with them. 30 But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law who belonged to their sect complained to his disciples, “Why do you eat and drink with tax collectors and sinners?”
§  31 Jesus answered them, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. 32 I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.”
·         Us Christians are called to be like Christ, so in this passage Christ showed loved to those still enslaved to sin, but he went to show that they can be set free, to let them know that this isn’t what they were created for.
·         John 8:34
o   Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin
§  Whoever sins is controlled by it.
·         We need to start seeing people like Jesus did
o   When Jesus was hanging on a cross he said “Father forgive them for they not know what they do”
§  Jesus wasn’t looking at them and hating them, He was looking at what they are doing.  He was looking at the sin in their life and what was controlling them.
·         That is the reason He gave his life. To set them and us free.
o   God never meant for us to be slaves to sin or anything, God wants us to be free.
·         The reason why Christians talk about sin so much is because sin enslaves us.
o   God has a better life for us
·         We don’t need to judge others for sinning
o   We all have sinned a lot, why are you gonna judge someone for sinning when you have sinned too?


§  Matthew 7:1-5
·         “Do not judge others, and you will not be judged. 2 For you will be treated as you treat others.[a] The standard you use in judging is the standard by which you will be judged.[b]
·          3 “And why worry about a speck in your friend’s eye[c] when you have a log in your own? 4 How can you think of saying to your friend,[d] ‘Let me help you get rid of that speck in your eye,’ when you can’t see past the log in your own eye? 5 Hypocrite! First get rid of the log in your own eye; then you will see well enough to deal with the speck in your friend’s eye.
o   We don’t need to judge somebody for being a homosexual or being a liar because they have hang ups.
§  If we look at ourselves and see what God has saved us from that we have no right to judge anyone for what they have done wrong.
·         We are commanded
o   To love, to love at all cost
§  Jesus has given us a command
·         Luke 10:27
o   He answered, “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind’; and, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.
§  Not with a little of your heart or a little bit of your soul, but with ALL of your heart and ALL of your soul.
·         See people the way Jesus did
·         Matthew 9:36
                                                               i.      When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them because they were confused and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.
a.       Want to help others like Jesus did, have sympathy for others.
·         Reach out the way people (Luke 5:27-32)
·         Love people the way Jesus did
·         (John 8:1-7)
                                                               i.      Jesus returned to the Mount of Olives, 2 but early the next morning he was back again at the Temple. A crowd soon gathered, and he sat down and taught them. 3 As he was speaking, the teachers of religious law and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in the act of adultery. They put her in front of the crowd.
                                                             ii.       4 “Teacher,” they said to Jesus, “this woman was caught in the act of adultery. 5 The Law of Moses says to stone her. What do you say?”
                                                            iii.      6 They were trying to trap him into saying something they could use against him, but Jesus stooped down and wrote in the dust with his finger. 7 They kept demanding an answer, so he stood up again and said, “All right, but let the one who has never sinned throw the first stone!”
·         To love them, to want something better for them. Not show how awesome I am or anything, but to show how AWESOME He is and show them that they can be free.
·         My question for you guys is
·         Are you a slave right now?  Is there sin in your life right now that you haven’t asked God to forgive you of?
                                                               i.      There is great news for you
a.       Jesus told a great parable: Matthew 18:12-14
a.      “If a man has a hundred sheep and one of them wanders away, what will he do? Won’t he leave the ninety-nine others on the hills and go out to search for the one that is lost? (13) And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he will rejoice over it more than over the ninety-nine that didn’t wander away! (14) In the same way, it is not my heavenly Father’s will that even one of these little ones should perish.
                                                                                                                                       i.      I want you to know that He is leaving everybody else and coming after you.
·         The devil likes to tell you lies that God hates us for what we have done.
·         Jesus tells us the exact opposite, Jesus says he is coming after you.
                                                               i.      His arms are wide open to you, he wants you. He wants to find you he wants to rescue you; He wants to set you free. He wants you no longer a slave.
a.       If you think God is pointing his finger at you for what you have done. That’s a lie.
a.       God is looking at you with his arms wide open.

Yep it's that time again;

Gonna write another song.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Whoa;

(34)Women should remain silent in the churches. They are not allowed to speak, but must be in submission, as the law says.(35)If they want to inquire about something, they should ask their own husbands at home; for it is disgraceful for a woman to speak in the church.
1 Corinthians 14:34-35

I need to get back on track, nothing else matters to me, except Jesus.

I just want to know Him more and more. I don't want to fall into sin.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I seriously started crying reading this earlier;

John 17:20-26
“My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, 21 that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. 22 I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one— 23 I in them and you in me—so that they may be brought to complete unity. Then the world will know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me.
   24 “Father, I want those you have given me to be with me where I am, and to see my glory, the glory you have given me because you loved me before the creation of the world.
   25 “Righteous Father, though the world does not know you, I know you, and they know that you have sent me. 26 I have made you[e] known to them, and will continue to make you known in order that the love you have for me may be in them and that I myself may be in them.”

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Got Jenna her birthday card for her birthday. Got her a 15$ Starbucks gift card for her birthday too, cause she loves coffee and Starbucks.lol Still gotta write in her card though. No big deal

So excited for tomorrow!

I'm so excited to speak tomorrow at bible study at school. I have like 3 pages of notes on what I want to talk about. I showed Jenna this morning my notes and she was like "Oh my gosh Ryan, this is so great, you should be a pastor." then she said I won't be able to get through all of what I want to talk about tomorrow cause of how much time we have during lunch, so she is gonna have me continue it next week too! God is so good.

Monday, October 3, 2011

I don't feel like going to class;

I just want to stay home and just watch these sermons.

Is it just me? Or is when someone doesn't hardly ever text you back bother you?

I swear, out of everyone, only my best friend Tom and Jenna text back, some others text back every now and then. But seriously for all I know the people that don't text back, they could be dead or something, cause they never text back.

Gosh;

Kevin Young's sermons have changed my life. It has gotten me so much closer to God and has me understanding God and God's word so much more. I feel so different. I feel so different that I told Jenna to let me speak at bible study at are school on Wednesday. I am so incredibly excited to speak. Can't wait to see how God is gonna speak through me. I was at my Uncle's youth last night and afterwards, I had my uncle look at my sermon notes, and to maybe change some stuff. It looks pretty good now. God Bless

People make me sick

That was just so gross.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Homecoming;

Homecoming last night was amazing and awesome! I had so much fun! I went with Jenna and her little group, she took a ESE kid Jade with her so she can experience Homecoming and getting ready with girls. Anyways, I went to the Premo's house at like 4:30, took pictures with them and stuff. Then me, Jenna and the girl Jade went to Gemini springs where Jenna was doing  Homecoming pictures with the Seniors. Then a girl Nora that was there was riding with us and going to Chills with us. So I met her, she was pretty cool and funny, not gonna lie.lol So after the pictures at Gemini we went to Chills. It was pretty cool sat with like 10 other people that were going to homecoming too. Jenna doesn't like being at homecoming when it exactly starts cause no one is hardly there, which I don't blame her. So she is like "Lets so to star bucks in target". So went to star bucks, got some coffee, well I got this strawberry smoothie. Anyways, then roamed around target. Then the Nora is like "Ryan lets take a picture together" So I'm like sure why not. Then me, Jenna, Jade, and Nora took had this random person take a picture of us in front of target, with the Target sign in it. Then we headed to Homecoming. I danced so much, my gosh, never danced so much in my life, it was so fun. Then after Homecoming, we went back to the Premo's house to hang out. The Premo's always have an after party at their house, so that other kids don't go to drinking parties and stuff. But I stayed at the party for like 30 minutes then had to head home. Last night was awesome!

So many people are just being plain jerks right now