The more I listen to music the more and more I want to start a band or be in one.
Monday, August 29, 2011
A girl at my school committed suicide over the weekend. I didn't really know her but it still hurts me and makes me sad. I don't know if she was saved or not. It breaks my heart that I don't know if she was saved or not. I don't know if she suffering still or not. :(
I honestly just want to start my own Christian rock band or be in one, but everyone expects you to go to college. Whatever I guess, maybe I don't want to, I'm going to college right now, so technically I will have some college when I graduate. Maybe I don't want to do what everyone else does, just go to college. Maybe God isn't calling me to go to college. How do you know isn't just calling me to just go start a Christian Rock band or go be in one to just live for Him. Would anyone support me then? Probably not, but I don't need to go to college to live for God. Just spit balling here.
Honestly it comes down to this, I would be so totally cool with going to college for video game designing. Then when I'm done with college, do my video game thing and do what I always dreamed of doing is be in a Christian Rock band or start my own. Like having a little side project for my life. You know? Anyways, I don't know anything for sure right now. I'm only a junior, I still have over a year before I graduate, so I still have time to think about this, but it's gonna be here before I know it.
Parents are leaving Wednesday for their 20th anniversary vacation. It's just gonna be me and my 2 brothers for 4 days. Well were more than likely gonna go to my grandparents though.
News has slowed down since The Dark Knight Risesleft Pittsburgh, but Alex Stojanov has created something that deserves some attention. His hand-drawn poster was inspired by Drew Struzan’s amazing work, and features Batman, Bane, Catwoman, Miranda Tate, Commissioner Gordon, and Alfred. I wish Warner Bros. would contact Alex so that he could turn this great piece of fan art into an official movie poster — I’d definitely love to hang this up on my wall. Head on over to Alex’s deviantART page to view more of his work, which includes Batman Begins and The Dark Knight posters.
Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise.
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes.
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
Its worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie.
And as long as I can feel you holding on. I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong.
I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?
Making every kind of silence, It takes a lot to realize
Its worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie.
And as long as I can feel you holding on. I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong.
I know that I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?
When you're caught in a lie, and you've got nothing to hide,
When you've got nowhere to run, and you've got nothing inside.
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me, you thought that you knew..
I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?
I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my, just myself?
Just myself? Myself? Just myself?
Some say love is not for sinners
I believe that isn't true
'Cause when I was finished sinning
Love came down and showed me you
And you told me how to get there
so I tried to find a way,
I ran through the garden,
but I tripped on the gate,
but I tripped on the gate.
[Chorus:]
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing
That I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
And I wish it wasn't true
Cause I'm so into you
Like a ton of bricks it hit me
And woke me from this dream
No matter how hard I tried to wash my hands
I could never get 'em clean
I could never get 'em clean
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing
That I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
And I wish it wasn't true
Cause I'm so into you
Can you hear me?
Cause I can't change what I'll always be
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing
That I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
And I wish it wasn't true
Cause I'm so into you
(Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh)
I'm so into you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
Cause I'm so into you
(Oh oh oh oh)
I'm so into you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I don't know how to react to them both being leaving. Who am I gonna sit next to at church now? This is gonna be so tough. I'm crying and I don't know what else to do. I'm gonna miss them so much, I just..I don't know. This is so hard righ now. :'(
I can't let this take over me. I can't let it. I need to keep strong. I need to break free. But I can't do it without you Lord. Help me.
"If the size of your vision for your life isn't intimidating to you, there's a good chance its insulting to God"
I'll fight to the end of this war The war for my soul The war to take over me I won't lay my weapons down I won't be swayed so easily I'm on the side of MY LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST THE BATTLE IS WON THE WAR WILL BE WON
If you hurt or upset one of my friends, especially one of my closest friends. Expect me to very pissed at you. Expect me not to be nice to you. Expect me wanting to hurt you or upset you back .
I want to know when I will get a girl friend. To be honest I want to have girl that really truely cares about me and wants to talk to me all the time. Also, just to have a girl to talk to all the time and be open about things too. Idk, I just want that really bad, cause I just feel I would feel a lot better.
You say there's nothing to love about you and that everyone hates you.
I know it's just your depression talking, since I keep a list and everyday I add a new thing I love about you, right off the bat, to it.
You'll be getting it on your birthday.
If you really cared about her and thought she was worth it, you would tell her.
Because if you don't tell her, how do you know she's not laying in her bed every night wondering why she isn't good enough?
People always say how skinny I am.
Truth is, I feel horrible because I eat so much, and I don't gain any weight. All while so many girls try so hard to lose a few pounds.
To all you "bigger" girls: you're beautiful just the way you are. Never let anyone tell you otherwise.
I see all of you people on here, and I read about your secrets, about how you want to die.
I don't understand it, I have to die, I have no choice, but you do. Choose life.
I know what it's like to feel like you have no one in this world who cares about you.
I'd like for everyone too feel as though they do. So, as being the first, I'd like to introduce myself.
Hi, I'm a random stranger. And I care
Instead, I rode my bike 10 miles to stop my friend from committing suicide. I was hit by a car on my way there.
I saved my friends life, but lost both arms. I'll never pitch again, but seeing my friend smile is worth it.
I'll listen to your secrets and not say a word while you talk, and provide advice later.
But, sometimes, I wish that I could have someone who returns the favor.
When the police went searching through his house afterward, they found a note. It read:
"Today I will walk to the bridge. If anyone smiles at me, I won't jump."
I make a point to smile at everyone now.
Why is this happening to me
No one can comfort me
Or try to understand
I keep talking to myself
Telling them stories about us
So that I can remember all the times we've had
Your the song of the radial
I see us standing so close
I miss you more and more each day
I don't want to say goodbye
I just want to see you tonight
And I'm proud to know your name
While your away
Is there more I've could of done
Begged for forgiveness
Or prayed one more time
Would it bring you here beside me
Would it stop these tears from falling down
Into this empty room
He was throwing up tons of blood. I can't lose him. I don't know what it feels like to lose someone. And I don't want to. I just want him better Lord.
I have been a little upset today from it. I just feel like crying me eyes out right now, but I don't know where to do it. I just idk. Lord I don't want to question you, but sometimes I do a lot. I know you that you know that best for my Grandpa and for anyone for that matter, but I sometimes don't give the faith I should in You.
Anyways, I'm upset and I want to cry. I need a better day.
It’s the moment we’ve all been waiting for! Warner Bros. has released the first official photo of Anne Hathaway as Catwoman in The Dark Knight Rises. Anne Hathaway can be seen wearing some high-tech glasses, but I’m told that she will be wearing a cowl/mask at some point in the movie. What’s she doing on the Batpod? It’s been rumored that this very scene will be filmed today at the Mellon Insitute in Pittsburgh, and Warner Bros. just made any fan photos we’ll be seeing obsolete. You can also check out the official logo at TheDarkKnightRises.com.
you made me so high, you were faithful to show up on time, such a flame that was burning in your eyes
I let you go but you're still chasing
Go ahead, you're never going to take me, you can bend, but you're never going to break me, I was yours, I'm not yours anymore, you don't own me
I know you're not far, you would wait at the door of my heart, I was amazed at the passion in your cries
I let you go but you're still chasing
Go ahead, you're never going to take me, you can bend, but you're never going to break me, I was yours, I'm not yours anymore, you don't own me
I was safe in your arms, you were there when it all fell apart, I would get so lost in your beautiful lies
I let you go but you're still chasing Go ahead, you're never going to take me, you can bend, but you're never going to break me, I was yours, I'm not yours anymore, you don't own me
Oh, it's been a long time, remember when you were holding me tight, I would stay awake with you all night
I let you go but you're still chasing Go ahead, you're never going to take me, you can bend, but you're never going to break me, I was yours, I'm not yours anymore, you don't own me
So last night this girl I had in 3rd-5th grade IM me on facebook, and we were talking catching up on me each, since we haven't talked since 5th grade. Then she started to get flirty, and is like lets play 20 questions. So we did and she asked me if I had skype for one of the questions and I said yes, then she asked me if I would had her on skype, so I'm like why not. She gave me her usernanme, then I added her. We talking on the IM for like 3 hours at least, then she wanted me to skype her. So I did, and skyped with her for a 1 hour or so. But it was just weird. I don't know how to explain it. Weird night if you ask me, felt like it was a dream, but it was reality.
Marvel has started working on plans to make neurosurgeon-turned-super-sorcerer Doctor Strange into their next big movie franchise.
Thomas Donnell and Joshua Oppenheimer (Conan the Barbarian) have handed in a script, and Marvel are so excited by what they've read they've already started shortlisting directors.
After a flurry of successful films released by Marvel in recent months, not least Captain America, many will be questioning this attempt to bring out one of their rather more obscure characters.
For those who’ve never heard of Doctor Strange (he's only the big daddy of the Marvel Universe) here’s a selection of his many, many talents…
“Doctor Strange can use magic to achieve virtually any effect he desires, such as telepathy, energy blasts, teleportation, astral projection, the creation of materials, creating planet-wide protective shields, restoring himself from bodily destruction, or resurrecting the dead.
"Strange is capable of stopping and reversing time on a planetary scale, sealing black holes, restoring universes, absorbing power enough to unconsciously destroy any surrounding galaxies, growing to the size of and merging with universal concepts, and helped to channel the mass of the entire Marvel Universe.”
Batman: Arkham City preorder madness is in full swing, and that means we're getting our first look at some of the bonuses fans can expect if they plunk down their money.
Outside of the Robin challenges, it looks like UK preorders can expect a plethora of skins for Batman depending on where they preorder. Sadly, these outfits aren't announced for other territories... yet.
ArkhamCity.co.uk has the full breakdown on where to nab your favorite version -- mine is a three-way tie between Batman Beyond, the Dark Knight Returns and the Animated Series.
I'm gonna be so mad if I don't to Daytona lagoon Friday. I have been waiting to go for the last 2 months or longer. I'm sick of waiting. I plan set up a day to go. It better not cancel Friday. I'm gonna be in a such bad/mad mood if it gets canceled.
