After The World (Acoustic) by Disciple

I have to say;

I have missed my best friend a lot. So many laughs tonight. God bless

My best friend has been at my house for like that last 4 hours;

His beard looks amazing. He needs to keep growing it. I hear more girls liking facial hair then not liking it. I told him to keep growing it and try to go for the Wolverine look.

Purpose;

Sitting in the corner of my room
Crying nonstop
Everyday wonder why I am here
Is there a purpose for me

Day by day
Feeling I have no purpose
No one sees
No one needs me
All I have are these scars
I will end
Tonight

As I grab a knife
To end my life
God whispered to me
I have purpose for you
Purpose for your life
I have plans not to harm you
Plans to give you hope---Jeremiah 29:11
I fall to my knees
I begin to cry
Save me tonight

He took me by the hand
Touched my scars
Healed them
Told me
I created you for a reason
I will change you like the seasons
Hold on to me
I will show you
Your purpose

Every day now I walk
Knowing my purpose
God works for the good of those who love him
Who have been called according to his purpose----Romans 8:28
My life has a purpose
I was never here for no reason

I know there is a purpose to life
A purpose to life
I know there is a purpose to life

Gonna be writing a song tomorrow

Gosh;

The band Disciple's lead singer, Kevin Young is an amazing speaker. I'm in a broken down moment cause I'm getting so touched. Whoever is reading this, and you need something to listen to or do. Go to youtube and type in the search bar "Kevin Young sermons" or "Kevin Young Speaking"
Here are some of my favorites sermons by him:

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62QikMTsRh0&feature=related

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfrzVuahx70&feature=related

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VPngewksDXY&feature=related

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7J8kF8MklXo&feature=related

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eX1lOa3o9h4&feature=related  (Starts singing a song at 5:54)

This sermon is in 3 parts watch each link in order:

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3wJm7VDAhY&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXfQRK7aRUo&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XJj4D1j1A8&NR=1

Just The Way You Are;

Everynight you fall apart
Not feeling anything
Just a broken heart

Everything just getting worse
Not wanting to move on
You want to let go

Before you decide to go
I want to let you know
I'm passionate about you
I know your name
I know your pain
You need to know
I love you
Just the way you are

I am by Your side
Don't go
You need to know
No matter what you have done
Nothing can change how much I love you

Before you decide to go
I want to let you know
I'm passionate about you
I know your name
I know your pain
You need to know
I love you
Just the way you are

Through everything you have been told
The hurt you felt inside
It doesn't matter what you have gone through
I am passionate about you

Every tear you dropped
All the pain
Every loneliness feeling
I felt right with you

Don't go tonight
I am here with my arms open wide
Let me save you
I am passionate about you
I love you
Just the way you are
You won't be alone anymore

The Amazing Spider-Man (July 3, 2012)

I don't know what to say about today.

Oh well. Tomorrow is a new day. No need to get caught up with things that happened today. Tomorrow is a new day. Gotta keep looking forward and not complain about anything. There is so many things to be thankful for.

Will Robin Appear in ‘The Dark Knight Rises’?

A Michigan based news outlet is reporting that ‘The Dark Knight Rises’ crew has been scouting locations for Robin’s hideout – could The Boy Wonder really be making an appearance in the film?

Christopher Nolan​ has mentioned on several occasions that he has no interest in featuring the character of Robin in any of his Batman films. However, that hasn’t stopped some fans from passionately defending the iconic sidekick’s place in the Caped Crusader’s mythology or offering suggestions on how he would best fit into Nolan’s version of Gotham City.

Since The Dark Knight Rises is being crafted as the concluding chapter of a trilogy, there’s been a lot of speculation over how this storyline might wrap up. The Dark Knight hammered home the notion that Bruce does not want to continue wearing the cape & cowl forever and as a result,  justification for introducing Robin has reached a fever pitch.

If you fall on the pro-Robin side of the debate, some encouraging news has just appeared on the web site of Michigan’s WILX. Crew members from The Dark Knight Rises have been scouting locations for the film in Grand Ledge and in addition to detailing where they’ve been looking, WILX also claims to know what they’ve been searching for:


“They looked at the Ledges as well as a water treatment plant located inside the park. Sources say the area is being considered as a hideout for Batman sidekick Robin.”


Now obviously this isn’t any sort of official confirmation, but it is slightly more credible than some other recent rumors. If this does turn out to be true, will we finally have an answer regarding which role Joseph Gordon-Levitt will be playing in the film? Our own Rob Frappier recently explored that question and speculated that Dick Grayson (the original Robin) was certainly a possibility, but that his Nightwing alter-ego seemed more appropriate for Nolan’s universe (and Gordon-Levitt’s age).

Following the time frame of Batman’s career that’s been established in the comics, this would be a logical point to introduce Robin – but I highly doubt Nolan feels obligated to adhere that closely to the source material. Personally, I always thought the character seemed at odds with the current franchise’s sensibilities – but Nolan does love to throw his audience curve balls.

Even if The Dark Knight Rises doesn’t have an ending as definitive as Bruce giving up his Batman persona, having someone else primed to inherit the role of Gotham’s protector from him does make a lot of sense thematically. So even though I’m not sold on the idea of Robin making an appearance, I do understand how he might potentially factor into this story in a very organic way.

The other thing to consider is that even if Robin is in the film, he’ll likely be presented in a completely different manner than we’re accustomed to seeing him (much like Two-Face and the Joker).  In fact, I believe one of the major reasons Nolan was so excited about The Dark Knight was the opportunity to reinvent the Joker. Might the same be true for Robin?

Source: http://screenrant.com/robin-the-dark-knight-rises-schrad-99995/

I'm offically writing an album. Kinda got an idea of what I I'm gonna call th album. Here it is:

Purpose of Life

1. Judgment  http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/judgement.html
2. Inside  http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/inside.html
3. I Trust In You Alone  http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/i-trust-in-you-alone.html
4. Never Ending  http://after-the-world-is-no-more.blogspot.com/2011/09/never-ending.html

So far this is the songs that I have; Click the link for the lyrics of the songs I wrote

Never Ending;

Your love just pouring all over me
It's never gonna stop
Fills every part of me
Just so I can see

This love never ends
Through it all
Everytime I fall
Your love is there
Never ending love
Always there

Love pouring out of me
It touches the deepest parts of me
Your love is a mystery
When I don't deserve anything
You filled every rose with love

This love never ends
Through it all
Everytime I fall
Your love is there
Never ending love
Always there


I belong to You
Never could I let You go
This love keeps me together
Through every storm
You keep this heart warm

Everytime I fell
You picked me up
Into the arms of love
You showed
Never ending love
Never ending love
You are love-----1 John 4:8

Right now;

I could make my own album, and write every song in it. Sounds kinda fun to me.

Why is there so much going on right now;

• My Grandpa is having health problems with his cancer
• My Aunt & Uncle's marriage is falling apart
• My other Aunt, she is 3 months pregnant and got in a little car accident today, she slid her car into someone elses car today and now her stomach hurts, so hopefully the baby is okay.
• My dad is going though stuff
• I'm going through a tough time myself, but I got my own stuff to worry about, plus all these other things.

It's hard for me right now.

I love them;

Kaleigh texts me telling me that she heard that I've been going through a tough time and is prayering for me, my Aunt, and my Grandpa. Gosh I love her. Heck I love the whole Premo family so much.

I now can't wait till homecoming next Saturday.

Getting a Brand new Android Tablet from my Grandparents;

I think I'll take it.

Game On by Disciple;

The best part of this song:

I'm not afraid of loving my enemies
Turning the other cheek
Blessing those that would curse me
I honestly want peace with you
But when you come against my country
When you come against my family
You try to destroy my people
I can't just stand by
There's no way that I can stand by
This time, I will not stand by
I am coming, and if I come, then pain is coming with me
I'm coming, and pain will be with me

People....

I Trust In You Alone;

I've gone through so much in my life
So much regret living inside
Every moment I was fading away
Broken down till I cried
Till I cried out to You

Now I see Your love for me
Show me what you want me to see
I trust in Your unfailing love----Psalms 13:5
I trust in You
I trust in You alone

Everytime he tells me a lie
I call on Your name
You my God are always nearby
I won't let You go
This time I'm hanging to everything I know
I won't let You go

Now I see Your love for me
Show me what you want me to see
I trust in Your unfailing love----Psalms 13:5
I trust in You
I trust in You alone

I will never be alone again
Your by my side
Taking me each step of the way
Being my guide
I trust in You

Now I see Your love for me
Show me what you want me to see
I trust in Your unfailing love----Psalms 13:5
I trust in You
I trust in You alone

The old is gone
The new has come----2 Corinthians 5:17
Never could I go back
You took the pain away
I'll never be the same
You changed the deepest part of me
You took it all away
You took it all away

I will never let you go
I trust you
Never let you go
I have trust in you alone

Trust;

I trust very little people. Pretty sad that you can't hardly trust anyone now a days, but outside of family, I probably only trust just this one family The Premo family, maybe 1 or 2 others, but it depends. I would say my best friend Tom, but he falls into the family category for me so, automatically I trust him. But honetly that is who all I trust outside my family, I don't talk to everyone in the Premo family, but definitely Jenna, then Mr.Tom and Kaleigh. That's who I trust.

Skyping my best friend;

And his other friend Pat is making me laugh so hard. I'm gonna die.lol

People are never gonna learn;

Your done.

I swear people are just getting stupider these days

Bass Guitar is amazing just saying;

Learning Awake & Alive by Skillet on the Bass now and Lucy by Skillet! God Bless!!

Last night my uncle's youth was over and I'm just hanging out talking to people. Then my phone rings. Jenna was calling me. She is so flippin' nice. She called to check up on me to see how I'm doing with everything going on with my grandpa. Now that's what I call an Awesome Sister in Christ right there. We talked for like 10 minutes probably. She is like "I called cause I didn't want to text you and see how your doing, I wanted to talk voice to voice with you." then says later on "If you need anything let me know okay? I'm here for you Ryan" She is such a great friend. I'm glad I have a Sister in Christ like that.

Really.....You got to be kidding me right now.

There is no end to your Love

No End At All

Man Of Steel (2013): Crash landing crater from Superman

My Grandpa just wrote this on his facebook page;

"I have strong faith in God, He will see me through"

I love you Grandpa<3

Writing a lot of songs lately;

Grandpa I want to promise you something.
I will continue this bass guitar playing in our family. I will continue.
I will continue to write songs about God and write songs to help others.
I will be involved in music for the Glory of God.
I promise you these things.

Today;

Never cried so much in my life. I'm so emotionally drained. Finding out that my Grandpa has cancer now the back of his tongue and somewhere else. But to hear that doctors can not remove it because of it be located where it is. So when you don"t get cancer removed, it spreads else where in your body. So basically we don't know how much longer he will be with us.

Gosh, I can't cope with this. So much is going through my head. Just the thought of losing anyone close to me, is heart breaking, let alone my own Grandpa.

Not to long ago today I was reading stuff that my cousin was posting on his best friend's facebook wall. My cousin lost his best friend in tragic accident last year (10-23-10) and just seeing my cousin write stuff on his best friend's wall, saying he misses him and just basically telling him about his day at school and stuff. It just hits me. The lost of someone. I can say if my best friend some how died, more than half of me would die. Just death in itself. Gosh. But the bright side is, that my cousin's best friend was saved, my cousin WILL see him again one day. I know my Grandpa is saved, when his time comes, I WILL see him again one day when my time comes.

I was talking to my other Grandpa today. He tells me something (To comfort me) he tells me "One good thing about being a Christian, is that this isn't the end, and this isn't the end to seeing your Grandpa, you WILL see him again one day." Made me think. So much.

Inside;

Something is ripping me apart
I can't take it anymore
It needs to die!!
It needs to die!!!!!

You are close to the broken hearted!!!
You save those crushed in spirit!!!----------Psalm 34:18
Change me inside!!!
I'm falling apart!!!
I need something to save me!!!
You are the bread of life!!!!
I will never thirst again!!!!---------John 6:35

Before I found You
It was my hell without You!!!!
I will rejoice when troubles come now!!--------James 1:2
You have changed me inside!!!!!!
You healed this broken heart!!!-----Psalms 147:3

You are close to the broken hearted!!!
You save those crushed in spirit!!!----------Psalm 34:18
Change me inside!!!
I'm falling apart!!!
I need something to save me!!!
You are the bread of life!!!!
I will never thirst again!!!!---------John 6:35

I have sinned against my God!!!
I knew what was good!!!
I turned against good!!!------James 4:17
Forgive me!!!!!
For....give!!!!!
Me!!!!!!

I resisted you and you fled!!!!-----James 4:7
I will take heart!!!
You my God!!!!!
Have overcome the world!!!!----------James 16:33
I have my God on my side!!!
Go ahead try to take me down again!!!
This time He is with me!!!!

Judgement;

Verse 1:
You can"t judge!
Your not the Almighty one!
God himself will get you on judgement day!

Chorus:
Go ahead and judge me!
There is only one Judge
He is able to save and destroy-------James 4:11-12
Who are you to judge me!
This is not your judgement!

Verse 2:
Judge not!
And you will not be judged!----------Luke 6:37
Go ahead and try to hurt me
Try to take me down!
You won"t get no where!
Your judgment is not gone
You don't know where you belong

Chorus:
Go ahead and judge me!
There is only one Judge
He is able to save and destroy-------James 4:11-12
Who are you to judge me!
This is not your judgement!!!!!

Bridge:
For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ---------2 Corinthians 5:10
I tell you that everyone will have to give account
On the day of judgment
For every empty word they have spoken-------------Matthew 12:36
Judge nothing before the appointed time;
Wait until the Lord comes!!!!!!!!!!!!!--------1 Corinthians 4:5

Verse 3:
Why do you judge your brother!!!!!
Why do you treat them with contempt!!!
We will all stand before God’s judgment seat!!!!!------Romans 14:10

There is a judge for the one who rejects me!!!!
And does not accept my words!!!!
The very words I have spoken
Will condemn them at the last day!!!!!-----John 12:48

I'm chill;

Why am I? I don't know and don't care. :)

People these days;

Just get so irritating sometimes. Middle school kids....

The Dark Knight Rises: Selina Kyle/ Catwoman fighting

Gosh dang;

What the crap is happening! So much is happening to people right now.

Where is the happiness?

I don't even know right now.

People piss me off

To be totally honest right now;

I'm strayed away from my faith right now. I'm not close to God like I should be. :(

I just want to see my best friend

It seems like nothing ever works out. I would ride my bike just to go see him. Well thats a little overly intense, but basically just get the picture of how bad I want to see my best friend. It isn't the same when I hang out with other friends. It just isn't the same. I don't laugh like I usually do. I just idk. I really haven't laughed a whole lot since he left. I just want to see him. Idk how much longer I can take. I feel like crying right now, cuz I miss him so much. To be honest, I feel like I have no other friends. I'm so alone at church, no one really talks to me, cuz mostly I'm known has a jerk because of stupid people saying crap in the past. There is hardly anything for me to look forward to anymore.

I'm sad right now and I'm not sure how to handle this.